At 3/20/05 09:54 PM, dsmking wrote:
And i might be thinking of quittin TKD for a lil bit.
Only reason was because i let emotions get to it and it really sucks. Now i dont believer you really can control your emotions as some martial artist say. Emotions are still there wether you ignore them or not.
Believe it or not, but there is something people who have alittle more will power calls "shrugging the damn thing off".
Didn't the founder of TKD always say "Follow your heart"? Martial arts ain't about blocking your emotions out. It's about following them to your very hearts contend, you failer.
"Only when you refuse to give up with your entire heart do you start to surpass your humanity."
And dude, what has happened lately? What emotions are affecting you, really?
I just really give up on everything right now. Ive started to skip school, thinking about doing things that i know is wrong, tried to get in several fights, completely out of it when i try to teach. When i take class and she is there i just get really fucking sad. Just can't take it anymore.
Hm? Girl problem? Well, if you're not comfortable with it, you don't have to tell us.
If you do feel like spilling the beans, we're listening.
I've been alone a very long time now... no woman no cry.
Everyone loses their path at times... they just need to be reminded.
We need to find out if we're really alive or not.
To me, a good dose of feeling that i'm inferior helps.
Everytime i'm being lazy, someone better is out there, waiting to kick my ass.
That's what reminds me to stay on track. You must fight in order to keep your dreams alive, as well.
Everyone goes through shit in their life, son.
This world is one of hard knocks, and no matter how tough it may seem right now, life is always going to hit your hard and even harder.
Martial arts is to me, the school of life.
There probably is no meaning of life... but if you're lucky, you might find something interesting to do meanwhile you're still alive.