Unfortunately, being a coworker of Kelly's, not all communication could be cut, much to my dismay.
I just wanted to move away from that part of my life.
I'd made some stupid moves, a lot of mistakes, and I just wanted to be rid of the reminders.
I'd learnt my lesson.
Then, exactly one month, to the minute :P, after my 18th, there was a 'staff retreat'.
Where the staff of my work go away to some...place, sit around in circles all day, discussing how we could improve, then, that night, we get smashed.
Now, I was rather not-sober, and neither was Kelly.
Don't think we did stuff we shouldn't have, what with me having a girlfriend, all we did was speak...
In a drunken manner.
Basically, we both established that we'd both done stupid things in deciding to sleep with each other, and we'd both acted rather...idiotically over the entire matter.
That I shouldn't have told her parents what I told her, and that maybe I shouldn't have deleted her from myspace friends.
She said she wouldn't mind a friend request, as long as a few other people, like Sam and Ethan, got requests too.
Both of us seemed to resolve something.
When we both woke up (separately) (lol), we barely exchanged words or anything, so it was like last night hadn't changed that much, but I could feel that there was less spite there, and I suppose I was glad.
During that day, I'd been feeling rather excluded from everybody else. Alone, in a crowded world, and Kelly was going around with this lucky dip thing.
When the container had been empty of prizes, I made mention that she hadn't approached me with it, and she said "Oh, I was only going around to groups of people....oh, wait, that could be insulting."
...
Yeah.
I've considered adding her on myspace once more. It's been nearly a week since I established that I would. So far, I've only decided on 'no'.
Clearly.
But I'm glad that there's less spite. Kelly WAS, without a doubt, the best friend that I'd ever had, even though our friendship was strong for about...three-four months, it was one of the better times in my life.
Sure, the hurt and pain will be hard to forget, but the laughs and smiles will be harder.
In a blink of an eye, your life will be nothing but a memory.
Will you look back on those memories with pride, or regret?
Make the decision.
Rion