i cant be myself
until i can love myself
i cant love myself
til i find myself
and i cannot find myself
if i cut myself
but i am in luck
for i cannot hurt myself
if i kill myself
Notorious internet cunt
My old username was StaticSkull
She/Her
Tired but determined
I'm two thirds of the way there
I can manage this
Hay que largarme
Pero todavía no
Porque soy tonto
Il y a des fois
Dans lesquelles je me déteste
C'est une de ces fois
pettanko rights activist
yo, like, look at my wizards, my dudebrah, they could be cool or something iunno
Only got one brain
And too much to do with it
Mostly my own fault
Un mal hábito
Es díficil de romper
Y vuelve fácil
Je m'endors en classe
N'est pas pour le contenu
(Mais il ne m'aide pas)
pettanko rights activist
yo, like, look at my wizards, my dudebrah, they could be cool or something iunno
"It's just a half hour"
He says, many times over
Soon, a week passes
Será un año
Y algunos meses más
Y no por mucho
C'est un bon programme
Mais je n'aime pas l'ouverture
Comme beaucoup de gens
pettanko rights activist
yo, like, look at my wizards, my dudebrah, they could be cool or something iunno
At 9/27/21 05:46 AM, DrunkGecko wrote: but i am in luck
for i cannot hurt myself
if i kill myself
How can you be sure!
Maybe in a life past this
You'd be immortal.
And hurt be endless.
And lonely; friendless; this life
Blissful memory.
Better kill the hurt.
Make a heaven of this Earth.
Appreciate the pain.
It's only fleeting.
It shows you that you feel, just
Need find the reason.
To stop that wheel and
Rolling uncontrollably,
Should turn to leaping.
Knuckles to my skull
Yelling "think, you idiot"
Doesn't work, sadly
Cascos baratos
Sonido asqueroso
Lo esperado
Je perds le sommeil
C'est mauvais, je crois comprendre
Je l'ai lu quelque part
pettanko rights activist
yo, like, look at my wizards, my dudebrah, they could be cool or something iunno
Petals
Petals fall away
Forget the dreams of last year
If only she could
She remembers me
My wrongs mostly clog her brain
My rights forgotten
If only she could…
…Let go of it, like the petals
If only she could
Three of four forewords
...What I thought were four forewords
One might say there's six
Buena idea
Será idea siempre
Sin esforzarse
Un test de mémoire
J'ai fait mieux que j'ai prévu
Mais moins que parfait
pettanko rights activist
yo, like, look at my wizards, my dudebrah, they could be cool or something iunno
Once, there was a place—
Full of hopes and dreams and love.
It's all burned down now.
Will new life spring from
The ashes? Only the ghosts
Of the past can say.
Ceramic portrait
The forehead has been shattered
Letting the mind out
^(https://twitter.com/HB_Tyson/status/1444172840731873282/photo/1)
Un ruido raro
De unos diez segundos
Sin repetirse
Elle a un visage
Mais n'a toujours pas une voix
Attendra longtemps
pettanko rights activist
yo, like, look at my wizards, my dudebrah, they could be cool or something iunno
Can't do anything
I'm angry and distracted
I hear things too well
Los ruidos raros
De un hombre frustrado
Sin querer quejar
Pensées enfermées
C'est de ma propre fabrication
Un problème commun
pettanko rights activist
yo, like, look at my wizards, my dudebrah, they could be cool or something iunno
Nasal street prattle
Sounding like a mosquito
From this sixth floor room
Una elección
Entre tantas opciones
Es imposible
Faible estime de soi
Bon avec les compliments
Mauvais à les faire
pettanko rights activist
yo, like, look at my wizards, my dudebrah, they could be cool or something iunno
The Streets. The Winds. Her.
Streets of anywhere
Winds bull rushing thru the town.
Her hair in her face
Her reflection stares
Back at her from the puddle
Her tears running down
Wishing something mean
A wave of disappointment
Just to make me laugh
Poco que decir
Pero sigo hablando
Diciendo nada
Je veux m'aimer plus
Je l'y peux faire arriver
Mais il faut me taire
pettanko rights activist
yo, like, look at my wizards, my dudebrah, they could be cool or something iunno
I know it's coming
Hopefully it gets here soon
This waiting's no fun
Ya se largaron
Un poquito de calma
Durará poco
Un dessin perdu
Mais je le restaurerai
J'ai choisi enfin
pettanko rights activist
yo, like, look at my wizards, my dudebrah, they could be cool or something iunno
"Let me enjoy things"
I enjoy not doing that
Let me enjoy things
Viene el bueno
Luego vienen los otros
Es tradicional
Je peux dire quelque chose
Et vous ne comprenez pas
Les pieuvres nous détestent
pettanko rights activist
yo, like, look at my wizards, my dudebrah, they could be cool or something iunno
One classroom in use
At 8PM on Friday
Sadly, I'm in it
Tuve dos meses
Uno se me escapó
Qué barbaridad
Un plan pour demain
Regarde-moi ne pas le faire
Mon tour plus classique
pettanko rights activist
yo, like, look at my wizards, my dudebrah, they could be cool or something iunno
Birthdays for two Johns
From two famous English bands
(One rather more so)
Conseguí mucho
Pero poco de valor
¿Conseguí mucho?
À quoi je pensais?
Je ne suis pas fait pour ça
Je pensais à ça
pettanko rights activist
yo, like, look at my wizards, my dudebrah, they could be cool or something iunno
Tag
Back and forth, back, forth
I played tag with the new dog
Our breath infinite
A dog of some wit
To have understood the game
As though he were man
We would go back, forth.
His breath would later run out
Myself the victor
He’s been dead for years
Now I look back on those old tags
Back and forth. Back. Forth.
Some priorities
Not quite enough to do things
But enough to not
Grandes ideas
Para aplicar nunca
Es mi estilo
J'ai un casque nouveau
Il est bien pire que l'ancien
Mais c'était prévu
pettanko rights activist
yo, like, look at my wizards, my dudebrah, they could be cool or something iunno
Cut the hydra's neck
And another head pops up
Massive waste of time
Está cerrado
Y así debe seguir
Si tengo suerte
Je sais mes mérites
Mais ils ne se présentent pas
Quand j'en ai besoin
pettanko rights activist
yo, like, look at my wizards, my dudebrah, they could be cool or something iunno
This and half of that
Why's the latter halved, you ask?
Excellent question
Todos los nombres
Se merecen conocer
Por bien o por mal
Un soir occupé
Surtout avec des choses vides
Mais il faut les faire
pettanko rights activist
yo, like, look at my wizards, my dudebrah, they could be cool or something iunno
The same dialogues
Seemingly every fortnight
No charm left in them
Pero ¿qué diablos?
¿Me piden todo esto?
Seguro que no
J'essaie d'être gentil
Mais parfois c'est difficile
Ces fois je me tais
pettanko rights activist
yo, like, look at my wizards, my dudebrah, they could be cool or something iunno
Big day in a week
Lots of backing up to do
And then I don't know
Amigo viejo
Es difícil dejarte
Aún con ganas
J'ai perdu du poids
Si l'échelle ne me ment pas
Une victoire des rares
pettanko rights activist
yo, like, look at my wizards, my dudebrah, they could be cool or something iunno
Feeling emptiness,
Love lacking melancholy.
Cold heart is closed shut.
Wut iz uh siknachur?-Meddy
There is this series,
Reduce, stick figure action
And story. Good stuff!
Promised I'd post a quick prose promo. Maybe you'd like it!
I know who I know
But who knows who I'll still know
In a year or so
Estoy de humor
Para no hacer nada
Pero no puedo
Amis invités
Pas mes amis, pour être clair
Je n'invite personne
pettanko rights activist
yo, like, look at my wizards, my dudebrah, they could be cool or something iunno
Comedy music
Tends not to be that funny
Very curious
Se llama algo
Pero yo sé lo que es
Y no es eso
"J'ai nombreux problèmes"
Déclaration générale
Spécifique aussi
pettanko rights activist
yo, like, look at my wizards, my dudebrah, they could be cool or something iunno
Bears In Winter
Obsessions don’t die.
No, they go on hiatus.
Like bears in winter
She was always there
Her smile is ever-perfect
Her hair bundled up.
