Hey, dont judge my sound to harsh. I was a bit shooken up when recording. The emotion bleeded through even though i tried to hide it.
My girl dumped me, so i wrote about the 3 major heartbreaks in my life.
I hope you like it, i put my heart into it, the little that was left.
lyrics:

First time i saw you,
instantly i knew,
destiny had intertwined,
me and you were meant to share lives,
loved you before i knew what sex was
but fate had other plans for you an me, for us,
Never forget the day, i asked you out
you laughed and walked away
alone in a crowded room of jeers,
heart broken right in front of my peers.
laughter played me out as i exited with tears,
but that didnt end it for me,
years dragged on saw you with a new squeeze
heart sank lower and pieces flowed through the breeze
Pain so bad its like i couldnt even breath,
Every breath pained with heartbreak disease,
God kill me please,
My first heart break dragged me crying to my knees.
Tear soaked pillows lead me through the night,
little did i know i just began my fight.

CHorus
My hearts been broken so goddamn bad,
that i know its never ever coming back.
All the peices gone finnally smashed,
My love is teatherd to em, enternally sad
repeat 1X

Hard to believe you'd even talk me,
So beautiful its like a waking dream
so it seems, that beautys not meant to last
I still feel the pain that you fired from the first blast,
You told me you cheated and just like an ass
i forgave you on the spot, but how could i not
I loved you for real and felt my heart rot,
But nothing could prepare me for the second blow,
You did it again, man that shit was so cold.
Here i am tryin to grow old so i forgive again,
I guess i didnt understand, why i was less than that man,
but you had a plan, and waited for it to place,
you still had more of my heart that you could wait to break.
Waited for christmas day, to let me know the deal,
more of my heart you wanted to steal.

Chorus

Couple years later hear i am just a hater,
of women and their sin and still searchin for what im made of,
Along came a girl who first shot me down,
but i fed off that an still i stayed above ground,
The first time our lips met,
Is a single second that i knew id never forget,
I held mad respect, for the way she felt,
little by little i let my heart melt.
Destiny steped in, and stole my grin,
I guess i didnt deserve to finnaly win,
Payback a bitch for all my past sins.
Tryin hard to hold water even though i cant swim.
Distance is too much and that i understand,
You got the last peice of my heart, just a shell of a man,
Hard to comprehend the pain i hold inside,
When you left with my heart, i finally died.