At 11/11/06 08:46 AM, AfroUnderscoreStud wrote:
At 10/14/06 11:37 PM, gfoxcook wrote:
More and more I feel like it may just be discontinued. Sorry to break it to you guys so out of the blue and abruptly and not even in its own announcement post, but... it's the truth. Iscrulz and I were already talking about this, more or less.
It will be a shame to see this list go. It's certainly my favourite.
At 11/12/06 12:41 AM, BonusStage wrote:
lolgreg's so LAZY ^_^
Well, thanks for the ... um... different yet similar statements about the list there. I can tell you both care and want to see list updates... but I must say that AfroStud has a far better way of letting me know that than Bonus does. #;-}>
:::clears throat:::
Gather 'round, folks, I have an announcement. There's a reason the update's late for once.
Two weeks ago, towards the end of October, I realised that both needing to pay November's rent and needing to update the pentalist on the first weekend or at least the second weekend of the month... were coming up soon.
And... not for the first time... I felt a bit of "urgghhgh... I don't have the energy for this" with regards to the latter.
That's nothing new, no. But it used to be, especially back when I was updating the list every week, that for every "bad update" the other three of the month would be far more enjoyable. The same was true every month, at first, when I changed to once a month updates in March. The only thing was that now a bad feeling due to an update, due to lack of free time, due to the delays I've caused to these "supposed to be on the first weekend of the month" updates.... now they lasted a lot longer, with there being 4-5 weeks between updates.
Anyway, long story short, the last two or three updates have been almost "weekends of dread." Starting with a REALLY delayed August update, perhaps, then continuing with September and October... and now with the start of November, yet another pang of "Do I have to?"
And of course the answer is no.
I've been busy and drained with my current job since I got it in June of 2005. But it's more than that now. My girlfriend's been shipped around from graveyard shift (11PM to 7AM) to evening shift (3PM to 11PM) at her job, and soon she's getting to go back from graveyard after 2+ months of horribly messed up sleep schedule... to evening shift (vastly preferred). That's been messing with our free time together. We want to see a movie, it usually takes two weeks to find the time for us both to go with our schedules and due to sometimes just one of us not feeling like it when we both CAN go, technically. Her new schedule means her weekends are Wednesday and Thursday, which sucks, but at least we'll be at work SOME of the same time (3PM to 6PMish) and asleep some of the time same time (4AM to 7AMish), instead of totally reversed like right now (she gets home and I leave for work 20 minutes later, and we hardly see each other, even on the weekends due to her sleeping all day).
Add to that the fact that Final Fantasy XII came out on October 31st, and I've been playing it every single day for two weeks now. It is a wonderful game. The BEST FF game since FFVII back in the early 90s... and possibly my fave of all time, topping a top list that goes something like this now:
12, 3, 1, 4, 6, 5, 9, the rest...
AND... at work, I may be starting to get more responsibility than I already have and going on business trips starting in February of next year, which is not very far away anymore.
What am I trying to say, folks? As most of you have deduced, probably at the very start of this post, when you read the bit of convo between me and AfroStud that I chose to quote... the end of the list is nigh.
With the reinvention of NG that is coming up soon, and with the end of 2006 coming soon as well... and with my free time at such a premium during work weeks, and even on regular weekends... a simple solution presented itself to me that day a couple weeks ago when I started to really question my reasons for continuing the list when I'm starting to enjoy the process of making it less and less (I always enjoy the result, of course... but it's an issue of balance)... a solution that seems to "fit" right now:
I will be updating the list during my four day Thanksgiving weekend.
I will be updating the list during either my four day Christmas weekend or my three day New Years weekend, depending on my holiday plans for the former.
And that is all.
I dunno what else to say about it. It's not really up to debate, either with you or myself, I've made a final decision. The only exception to this is that I may decide to make a nostalgic "one more time for the road" type update if I ever hit 10,000 posts. But I doubt that would be a full "trying to be perfectly accurate" update, anyway. It might be an update of the original 30 doublelist pentalisters from 2005 or something, or else a top 50 or something limited, in any event.
And I sure hope I do hit 10k posts some day, but let's face it, folks.... I'm only around here when I post updates. If the updates end... aside from my 10 exp a day... seeing much of gfox on NG kinda ends, too.
But we'll see. Maybe without the updates taking up all my time, I'll feel like posting around here MORE, not less. I hope so.
Hope everyone's having a great weekend. I spent a few hours catching up on the BBS mod and review mod forums this evening, and I'd like to play some FFXII tonight (my playing-it-every-day streak is still going strong, and probably will be all the way to Christmas, when I may go out of town and break it... (sniff))... because I spent 120+ minutes this afternoon watching THE HOUSTON DYNAMO narrowly beat the New England Revolution for a MLS championship in the first year of the team's existence here in Houston. WOOT!!
And that was fun. But a day filled with traffic, errands, some Houston Texans action on TV, some Houston Dynamo action on TV, and now a ton of reading of three forums of NG BBS + watching the Houston Rockets on TV... leaves little time for relaxation or FFXII. So now I must go. But I'll be around in the coming week, or at least the weekend. Catch you all later, have a great week.