I don't even know what to do anymore...I make fun of everyone else when their friends and family die...and I haven't cried this much for years. I don't have many friends...so I came to the only place I'm accepted to discuss my feelings...its almost too much to bear. What can I do? My Father passed away when I was 14...now my Mother and Step-Dad? Now I'm all alone, and I would gladly take their places. I wish I wasn't so sad, but I can't help it...NG is all I have left. You guys are my only family and hope you can understand that I love you all!