At 3/1/23 12:46 AM, DioShiba wrote:At 3/1/23 12:33 AM, NoobClock666 wrote:You really want to know what you’re actually making a big deal of?At 3/1/23 12:19 AM, DioShiba wrote:And what? Never enjoy his creations ever again?At 3/1/23 12:16 AM, NoobClock666 wrote:Once again, let it go.At 2/28/23 11:48 PM, DioShiba wrote:I did apologize to the creator on they’re Patron… and then I wasn’t apart of his Parton anymore. Why? It’s free money. I’m now asking if he could let me support him (hell, I wouldn’t care less if I didn’t get any rewords.) and I’ll continue to shut the fuck up about the fucked up things in my head.At 2/28/23 11:35 PM, NoobClock666 wrote:Honestly I don't know the whole context of the story but to me it just seems like they didn't take a liking to the joke you were making or felt uncomfortable by it.At 2/28/23 10:02 PM, BadunkadunkGecko wrote: im so confused was he drawing zoopedo shit or not?No. Someone drew a character I don’t like and called her a zoo fucker and another older character that tries to put her in his white van that doesn’t exist. None of it was true. I made the bullshit up! And now I’m paying for it. But I want to know how much so I can deliver it. FOREVER!? I’m not gonna learn anything if it’s a gunshot to the head.
Seriously let it the fuck go and be happy that you're not in a situation where one person decides to block you on one platform but doesn't go out of their way to block you on other platforms, because at that point you are getting fucked with and they're trying to get you into trouble.
This has been eating me up for days and I just don’t want to feel like this anymore, even though I deserve it. I’m not going to make dick jokes in a room that is E for a Everyone. But how will I learn if I can never come back? I wish the creator never noticed or ever I expected. How would you feel if a creator of something you really like doesn’t want your money?
Is it that big of a deal?… am I making this a big deal? I’m just asking to support his Patron now.
The fact you expect to be in control of this situation when you are not.
Why you are stressing about this just to enjoy one person’s work is pointless when clearly they want nothing to do with you, which at that point why would they want your money when other people give them that?
You are only in control of yourself and the best thing you can do is learn from your mistakes.
But… I feel like he doesn’t want me to enjoy his work.
Even if I do get over it. Can I still comment on this YouTube video? Comment on his other Twitter account? Tumbler? How do I know he’s still mad at me and I won’t get blocked for just saying “I like your work” or I tell someone fan art “it looks good”?… should I wait?
what’s the grieving process again?