To her,

So...in advance, I could be corny and reckless to the words I am going to say right now. But, I want to tell her something.

I am sorry.

I was such a stupid, selfish person, to be honest. Pessimistic and jealous. Annoying, weird and immaturely childish. And I am also afraid to lose her, explaining why I was often worried and overprotective.

I did some deep reflection in the past few days. I think I overdid it. I was very depressed in the past few days. Studies, family problems and dysfunctions, my ego and attitude, and worst of all, losing her.

Yes, I wish not to lose her. I am pretty serious about it. I would have dumped her I really don't love her that much. No matter the distance, the looks, the bad side, her past and all such differences, I love her the way she is.

My love for her is extremely deep.

I am prepared to see her. Hopefully I get the permission to go on a lone vacation after the final examinations end. I need to get away from all these stress this term has done to me in the past few months.

Seeing her can be the key to forget all the dark past, unlocking the deeper meaning of love, and giving me a change of heart.

My lady, if you are reading this, I am really sorry. I know this might be a wrong time to say this, but...Would you love me again? Second chance?

A little bit of wait, I will see you again.

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Short musical piece made with Caustic. It's been weeks since my last upload. Third of the LN series. This piano version was the first version of such tune made up in my mind. It was glorious for my ears. There was an Bit version of that. Try hearing it.

Enjoy and thank you! :)

Dedicated to GD Peeps, HoneyB, and most of all, LN.

Yes, I am still alive and holding up. I can fight these problems.