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This song is the angstiest song I've ever done. Pretty well captured what I felt back then. Hope you dig.


A new era begins
I feel nothing
Just a lump in my throat
And the sinking boat
And the wet cold feet
And the brown dead leaves
No longer fast or strong
This moment lasts too long

Would someone just be so kind and kill me?
If you don't mind, be so kind and kill me
'cause I'm willing to die

I think I'm in danger
With this stranger
That lives in my body
He'd like to cut my wrist
He doesn't wanna heal
He just wants to feel
Some kind of sensation
Some kind of penetration

Could you just cut the shit and fuck me?
Just shut it, cut the shit and fuck me
Action, please

She's smiling, why?
She isn't sad, why?
Fuck you, my love, you were always above me
The only three that care for me: me, myself and I

Would someone just be so kind and kill me?
If you don't mind, be so kind and kill me
'cause I'm willing to die
Could you just cut the shit and fuck me?
Just shut it, cut the shit and fuck me
Action, please
Action, please

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Damn shaneze, been to long since I have come here... I absolutely love your music. Dude this is an amazing peice brother! As always, keep that shit up.

This is quite relaxing to listen to

I can picture myself listening to this before I go to bed, in a bad mood. Captures that "I don't give a fuck" feeling pretty well XD

update 12.28.18- this song HEAVILY reminds me of She's Gone by Black Sabbath, my fave band, musically...you should give it a listen and hear it, sounds eerily similar to the beginning of this song :P

ShanZE responds:

The time when I recorded this was much like that. Caring about one thing, not giving a fuck about anything else, my own health included. I caught that melancholy pretty well and am proud of this song and sometimes I listen to this myself just to remember how bad it was once... One of my friends said this song has a "healing effect" which I find a very awesome thing to say :D

Thanks for the high score!

lyrical genius!

And I don't know why, but this reminds me of the song "Floyd The Barber".

ShanZE responds:

Thanks! Floyd the Barber? I don't see that but things like that happen every now and then :D The main riff of this song reminds me of something, I hope I didn't steal it from another song :o Or maybe it's from an older song that I've made at some point and forgotten about? Hopefully!

I'm thinking.... Soprano's main theme

This song is lovely for the factor that it's calm and cool, even though the theme is about the darkside of one's soul. HAH, your voice is now starting to remind me of Mike Patton. Guess those years of smoking has paid off huh? :)

This is what make me think, why don't I upload my shit anymore... hmmm

Great song dude xox

ShanZE responds:

Thank you! I like your music, you totally should upload more. Mike Patton is also one of my biggest idols so that comparison really gives me a warm fuzzy feeling. I've been thinking I should reduce my smoking but I just love those cigarettes :D Well it might make my voice deeper but higher vocals are getting harder to nail by the day!

Thanks again, looking forward to hearing new things from you!

strange but good

This track is a real strange ballad. As You read the lyrics, You expect distorsed guitars and loud drums. But nothing - strange...
Nice job - surprisingly quiet to me.
Lövesong-Melody meets suicidal lyrics.

ShanZE responds:

Yeah somebody said the same thing, I think it's pretty cool actually :D I didn't do that intentionally, if I remember right I composed the music before writing the lyrics but given my state at the time I wrote this one, the darkness of it is not a big surprise :D

Thank you!

Credits & Info


4.98 / 5.00

Feb 25, 2011
8:11 AM EST
File Info
8.2 MB
6 min 1 sec

Licensing Terms

Please contact me if you would like to use this in a project. We can discuss the details.