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Aug 19, 2010 | 12:41 PM EDT
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4.5 MB
4 min 54 sec
4.31 / 5.00

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Rated 4.31 / 5 stars
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Metal, Rock - Grunge

Author Comments

I noticed that If I Could Choose was on the top of the grunge list and I got all hyped up and I wanted to record a song as fast as I can just because I finally got that spark. Ok, a little patience probably wouldn't have hurted but anyway, here it is, took me just 1 hour to record so I guess compared to that it sounds pretty good. The song itself is something that I've been playing myself for some time now and I really like it. Also, for the longest time it's something that doesn't fit the style of our band but perfectly fits the style of my music here. So yeah, here it is.

Expect something heavier in the near future! Something more like "So Far, No Good" and "Below the Minimum"

if i was a letter sent to your address by mistake
would i be tempting enough for you to open me anyway
would you send me back to sender or just throw me away
or would you treasure me forever and keep me safe
if i was a little better you would love me anyway

i lay down on the ground on the side of the road
and i hope that you'll run over me
because only if you killed me you would cry
if i died

if i was a love letter would you burn me after reading
if i was a cut would you try to stop me from bleeding
if i was a question would you answer me then
and if you forgot me would you try to remember me again
if i was a little better you would want to be my friend
if only i was intimidating enough then at least you would pretend

i'm waiting for you princess i'm a poisonous toad
you will die if you come too close
that's the reason why i don't want you to kiss me
i just want you to miss me
when i fade away

if i was a garden would i be your sanctuary
or the place where you bring your dogs to take the shit
if i was a church would you find your god in me
or would you come only just when you have sinned
if i was a gravestone would you cry in front of me
or would you only come at night just to push me on my back
if i was a priest would you confess your sins to me
or would you come just to steal from my offertory bag



Rated 4 / 5 stars

Sounds like you were trying to learn Hey Joe by Jimi Hendrix one day, and then said fuck it, and turned it in to your own song. Be honest, that's what happened. lol Sounds good though.


Rated 5 / 5 stars

Fucking gnarly man. One of the best songs I have heard on the portal in years. Cant wait for some new shit.


Rated 5 / 5 stars

....and I'm here again.

Well, I must say that this is actually one of my favorite songs.
( not just from Newgrounds)
I somehow end up listening to it everyday.
I do hope you still log in every once in awhile, because I have all your songs downloaded and blast'em on my xbox regularly, much to the dismay of my roomate, and I could totally use even more.

ShanZE responds:

Wow, I'm very pleased to hear that! I have more music on in case you haven't checked it out yet! I have a ton of unreleased music but I'm kind of still waiting to come up with better stuff, some kind of concept for the next album and what the overall sound will be like on it... I've been busy with my bands lately but my solo project is still going strong.

If this really is one of your favorite songs you're going to need a better version of this. I will re-record this one in better quality as soon as I can!


Rated 5 / 5 stars

Oh, fuck me...

Before to hear the song, I was reading lyrics because of a dunnowhylowinternetconnection.

At the end, I was crying. Trembling and crying.

Then I heard the song.

When the song has end I went straight to bed. Crying.

Fuck me, this song is so true.
So true.
Fuck me.

ShanZE responds:

Whoa, I'm quite impressed by what you say there :o This song is about something that I remember well, I remember that feeling. I'm glad you like this song, despite the crappy recording. This song would deserve a better quality, I might record it again someday now that you reminded me about the existance of this one :D

Funny how you keep repeating "Fuck me", on my new album there's a song named "Fuck me" that is even more angsty than this one, or any other song I've ever made.


Rated 5 / 5 stars


I swear santeri you fucking shun me every time.

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