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Faggot Sapiens - Utopia

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Hello NG people, it's been a while!

What's up? For me it's the same old, getting wasted and rocking out...

Nowadays I'm in two bands so I don't have that much time for my Faggot Sapiens project but here's a little something I recorded about six months ago and finally mixed today. It was a pretty fast mix but I think it sounds pretty good and which is more important: the song is good! I was planning to make an album and feature this song on it but I won't have time now so I'm releasing whatever I've got every now and then for now. Enjoy!


I only love you when I'm with you
I never want to go away
But when I'm alone watching your picture
I want the memory erased

Some stay sane by gaining a great wealth
It's their way to escape the reality
Some try by destroying brain cells
But I can't seem to make the bad memory go away

"Starting out from the scratch again"
What a joke
What a beautiful utopia
My eye only sees into yesterday
And yesterday contaminates tomorrow

All versions of the future
We'll never know - you say
A hole without a ladder
But the light shines in somedays

I'd escape from whatever is haunting me
The memory - your face keeps bringing it up
I would take you with me, if only
I could just smack you right back and say "We're even now"

Did I ever say that I wanted to go
Did I ever say that I wanted or no
Did I ever say that I wanted to go
Did I ever say it was under control


Great stuff man.

i love it!

this is great! the guitar work is sweet-sounding, then attacks the ears brutally :) i love the lyrics "yesterday contaminates tomorrow" and your voice is like sultry and also big and loud. great stuff, man. a gem for your archives :p

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ShanZE responds:

Thanks man, I'm really glad you like it! I tried new things on this one, added strings and organs but in the end it still became this big noisy mess and I kinda like the way it turned out "wrong" :D

Always a pleasure to hear your opinion man, let's keep trying our best to make music good again!

Never have I ever.

You never cease to amaze me sir. I love your vocals. Both in lyrical form and melody. They always take my breath away. You are the perfect mix of rasp and tune. I have bought your albums and can't wait for more! Also I agree with Counter, it does have a very STP Core mixed with Soundgarden Louder than Love sound for this song. I effing love it. 10'd and 5'd!

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ShanZE responds:

Thank you! I love STP and I consider Soundgarden the best band ever so I'm happy to get that :D I'll keep 'em coming!

Its gotta westcoast feel to it

At some points the instrumental part was really fucking awesome. Just too quiet when played w/ the vocals. You should get a Full On isolated instrumental part in their! Yea, jus to break up some of the monotony, but its still a kick ass song dude.

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ShanZE responds:

Thanks for the review CC!

Yeah I used sidechain compression on the vox and it does that :D There are so many tracks that I couldn't get them all to play well simultaneously so there's a lot of automation going on and the drums are pretty much in the background... But I'm glad you liked the song, that to me is what really matters!

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Credits & Info


4.27 / 5.00

Dec 11, 2011
1:32 PM EST
File Info
4.3 MB
4 min 45 sec

Licensing Terms

Please contact me if you would like to use this in a project. We can discuss the details.