Kind of a spur of the moment song...beat made by gray1, and lyrics of course by me, its only a short verse, so i hope you enjoy the song

Lyrics

lost inside the darkness without a lamp or a light
because im so blinded, i cant tell from whats wrong or whats right

always physically tired, and mentally broken
without a cast or bandage my wounds are fuckin wide open

i see my goal, i cant reach it, all i can do is keep starin
and cover my ears from the truth and lies i keep hearin

i'm confused and im lost, i cant describe how im feelin
as i lay awake in bed to only stare up at the ceiling

why is it that everyday, life is a bitch and a struggle
to wake up in the morning just exausted and troubled

to trudge through the day, in a constant toil and vain
to end up smoking and drinking in attempt to lessen the pain

im tried of making songs about my sorrow and blues
to re-read each painful line and realize its true

and to whoever dictates my life i say fuck you
witha polite bow to life, and a fucking middle finger too