the yearning might be temporary but writing sad songs in my bedroom is forever

lyrics:

Have you heard the news? I’m dying

Under a star that only I can see

You were there when it was shining the brightest

But all it’s glory had not fazed you in the slightest

goodbye 

Can you believe how damn pathetic I am ?

It was just a measly several months

But in those days I was never happier 

To stick a knife into my heart, for you 

For you

This is the sound of my delusions killing me 

god, let me stop this mourning of what couldn’t be 

Break a leg or two

Show me what you think you can do

Break a leg or two

Just show me that she sees what I do in you

Have you heard the news? I’m crying 

Probably for the fifteenth time today 

It’s really dawned on me how fucked up I am

And how alone I’ll always be, ya know dear..

goodbye

Red roses

Blood spilling