I dont know your life story or anything but its like before you took your leave your songs sounded like you were going through some serious bullshit but now on return you have this new sound like you are a chizzled warlord. Really bad ass transformation and it equals really bad ass sound. Life is never perfect but I hope you are getting your best possible version of it dude, glad I stumbled on to your work. Merry christmas and happy new year.