You're young. If you're not 70 years old, you're young. Go outside, assume you're noone, you never were and never will be, don't care for your autistic needs and go change the world.
Youth is an adventure, and army is a school.
Stop caring for stupid pussy causes that destroy our society and make it defensless against any agression from outside.
Do something for yourself,
live an adventure,
try your luck,
take your chance.