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Beat: Shadowville Productions "Chillin out Pt III"

Lyrics:
Woke up, jumped up out a bed, got this new plan scheming' in my head. Im motivated now but instead, I find myself blazin up with my breakfast of toast and eggs. I find myself thinking of every single regret. Every chance I had to mend, but instead, I let my pride reign true, back then I wish I had a clue. Im telling ya I really thought I knew, what was up, but reality I didn't know my dick from my nuts. I've had enough, ima make something of myself, lemme put this bong back on the shelf, lemme start eatin right give a damn about my health. I remember now all them nights that I prayed and I knelt. It really was all heartfelt with pain and remorse, but by next day my bad habits come back with a force.

Why does it have to be so hard? why does it have to be so hard?
Why do I have to push so far? Why do I have to push so far?
Why do I have to dig so deep?, why do I have to dig so deep?
I just want a shinin' star, I just want a shinin' star.

Gotta put work in them relationships, I'd really just like to get in between them hips, but to get there I gotta deal with this talkin' and shit. Whoa lemme get a grip, is that really me or my weakness talkin' shit. This woman is someones daughter or sis, one day maybe a mother of twins. Gotta fight that urge to look at every single girl, and treat them like nothing but a model for this necklace of pearls. Stop thinking' with my dick, maybe she's been hurt by world, maybe she got opinions and insights that would make my whole point of view unfurl, maybe she could be the one that could be my world.

Why does it have to be so hard? why does it have to be so hard?
Why do I have to push so far? Why do I have to push so far?
Why do I have to dig so deep?, why do I have to dig so deep?
I just want a shinin' star, I just want a shinin' star.

Fuck man now I got a real buzz, all the colors and lights start swirlin' around in this club. Just earlier today I had to make a run from the fuzz. Now I'm tryin to chill out with this beer and quarter ounce of bud. Out the corner of my eye I spot a fine one, make my way over to her and tell her this could be real love. But really im just thinking about her givin' me a show playin dress up. As I take her hand and lead her out I cough a deep one real loud. Feel the scratchiness in my lungs, but im tryin to get that instant gratification, I pause for a moment and think about this morn, fuck why does it have to be so hard.

Why does it have to be so hard? why does it have to be so hard?
Why do I have to push so far? Why do I have to push so far?
Why do I have to dig so deep?, why do I have to dig so deep?
I just want a shinin' star, I just want a shinin' star.