I'm not sure what sickens me more.
I think I'm going the throw up all over the place. I'm really not sure what sickened me more. The fact that you actually tried to use FFX to simulate some kind of "sensitive" environment or the sheer fact that you attempt to shead tears and not even change your facial expression.
However, in light that you do show some skill as an animator your art managed to keep you afloat. A few things I would like to point out.
1. Confessions should be done in privacy not out in the open. Especially since you decided it was a good idea to specify everything that was obviously wrong and things you really could have kept to yourself.
2. Its more than obvious you're not being honest. The ending is enough to make me want to stab my eyes out with sporks. The sheer fact that you make yourself to look like Tidus from FFX only encourages that feeling and somehow I highly doubt ANY woman is waiting for you.
I really don't have the energy to continue. I'm running on 56k so the d/ling of this movie took about 20 to 30 minutes...and for what? This "tragic" confession? If you're going to waste my time; try to talk about something a little more informative.
In short; please do fade away and should you come back....make something worthwhile.