Well....this is my song by me. Tell me what you think, good or bad...just don't be an ass about it, ok?
It's titled "the indecision" because it's based on a story as follows:
A man is on his last days, wondering why nobody is mourning his soon-to-be lost life. He ponders to himself thoughts such as, why doesn't the world care? What will he be leaving behind? will he be just another statistic? As the world turns, his world is crumbling down on two decisions: a brief time trying to make something of himself before he dies, OR a quick way out of everything, death.
Oh and if you have an idea of making it into a Newgrounds Audio Portal submission (with instruments, etc.) be my guest. Just give me some credit please. I really doubt that anyone would do that though as this song doesn't fit well wiht anything but rock/goth (as I see it). Well, you figure it out. Here it goes!:
"The Indecision"
Can you hear him dying
Every note is crying
Notes of silence finding every thought in his heart
Still the time is weaving
Dreamers are still dreaming
Dreaming of times that will always be a world apart
Begging to die...
Begging to...
Statistics have just risen
In this world he lived in
Condemned to death in life he will never know why
Alone at his deathbed
Silent words in his head
Regrets of past events leave him begging to die...
Begging to die...
Begging to...
As his hand reaches for a knife
To bring an end to his forsaken life
Second thoughts fill his brain
Has he possibly gone insane?
Voices inside his head tell him,
"You'll die as you lived, drenched in sin!"
Will he try to prove them wrong?
Or find out that he does not belong...
Begging to die...
Begging to...