I don't know what's going on.

But I have a friend who is a transexual, genetically, but is still a normal person and you can't tell. I don't really mind gay people, as long as they dont try to rape me

Jesus christ what the fuck

I can't stare at my monitor longer than 10 seconds without becoming dizzy

41 hours :

Incredibly difficult to achieve and maintain an erection. Not borderline impossible yet, took a lot more effort than it should have, though.
Orgasm wasn't as rewarding either.

Insomnia, hot flashes..

At 5/13/08 10:21 PM, DragonsGrief wrote: 24 hours have passed. Third dosage.

Back hurting insanely, headache changed from dull to sharp.

Stomach pains stopped.

You're probably getting the headache as part of the symptoms from the estrofem. Is your back hurting in any way like cramping?

Try curling up with a heating pad on your back and relaxing. It'll probably help out if you're not in front of the computer for your headache as well.

At 5/14/08 03:07 AM, JadeTheAssassin wrote: You're probably getting the headache as part of the symptoms from the estrofem. Is your back hurting in any way like cramping?

Try curling up with a heating pad on your back and relaxing. It'll probably help out if you're not in front of the computer for your headache as well.

The headache kind of stopped, it's just barely noticable now.

My back still aches and my body feels unusually warm and I can't sleep when my body is about to drop but my eyelids feel like they're taped open.

So I suppose I'm going through menopause now?

At 5/14/08 03:09 AM, DragonsGrief wrote:

So I suppose I'm going through menopause now?

I sure as hell hope not. I know I get hot flashes every now and then, but I'm not going through menopause. :P

Probably just all the hormones and everything working on your body. Just keep shit cool and have a drink on hand.

This is creepy as fuck.

At 5/14/08 03:13 AM, JadeTheAssassin wrote: I sure as hell hope not. I know I get hot flashes every now and then, but I'm not going through menopause. :P

Probably just all the hormones and everything working on your body. Just keep shit cool and have a drink on hand.

Yeah I guess so, I don't really feel cramping or dehydration. Man, at least now I can personally say I know why girls are such bitches at time.

I kind of miss my cock already..

Fuck this, I'm just taking a torch and putting it on my back

I just realized I had my times wrong.

36 hours :

Tired, unproductive, random dreams.

Back stopped hurting for the most part, as well as the head.

I'm confused. I also haven't been following your life story. Did this whole, "I want to be a woman" thing spawn from some bad relationship with a past girl...or maybe your parents? It's also ironic that this, "sexual desire" of yours will be matched by the non-existant sex drive that you'll apparently gain.

What are the positive aspects of this decision?

Captain-Jack: But it could also make him look more like a girl because he won't fully develop manly qualities.

let someone know that you are doing this, so that if something happens they can call medical help.

I would not do it, 5 years from now you will look in the mirror and not recignize yourself. no sex. and most importantly, you will be dateing a GUY! yea think about that one before you warp your mind any more....

44 hours :

Despite this annoying headache I had a fairly pleasant day.

Did good on some tests, found my iPod, got through the day feeling slightly content.
Feels like the energy I've lost in the past years came back in a rush.
I like what it's doing so far, at least.

Dad found out what I was doing.
I think the only reason he offered to take me to a doctor just to get a normal prescription is because he's afraid I'm going to kill myself by accident, thus making him responsible.

I'll just hide it and tell him I threw it out I guess. Said one of the benefits was that it'd stop the chronic pain I've had, he went away, don't know what he'll do.
If I do tell my parents, the only thing that'll keep them from throwing me out is that they literally *have* to keep me alive or get in trouble.

I could use this to my benefit, I guess. I'll have to think about it, and bend it to my situation, if I could think..

Go to the doctor yo.

At 5/14/08 06:33 PM, JackPhantasm wrote: Go to the doctor yo.

I guess I will later. Only if my situation gets worse, though.

Dude, seriously go see a doctor. You're not supposed to fuck around with you body like that.

60 hours :

I would swear my behind got a little more...plump.

Probably imagining it again.

So unless you want pictures of my ass, not much new. Same symptoms, they come and go in varying intensities.

Wait...

Why are you doing this again?

Drink more of it. More, I say! Keep drinking it until your cock is so floppy you can stretch it and whip people with it.

where did you get those drugs?

At 5/15/08 10:53 AM, DannehDaMan wrote: Drink more of it. More, I say! Keep drinking it until your cock is so floppy you can stretch it and whip people with it.

It's pills.

68 hours : Headache got a lot worse, the rest of the things cleared up a bit though.
Nearly cried at the end of Forrest Gump in history class.

Delusions and paranoia coming back. Little sensory hallucinations but nothing visual or acoustic yet.

Life seems overall better, I guess.

I'm not sure if I should take Ibuprofen or Acetaminophen (Aka Advil or Tylenol) since I'm not sure how the drugs will interact. I guess I will if by the end of tomorrow I still have this pain.

Turns out I was just imagining it. Guess I want something to change so badly..

Watching Drawn Together, headache stopped, headache kind of went away since I stopped thinking so hard.

BACK TO TF2~

Anything anyone wants to know besides "WHY!?!?!?"

At 5/15/08 07:17 PM, DragonsGrief wrote:
Anything anyone wants to know besides "WHY!?!?!?"

What's new about your ass?

At 5/15/08 07:21 PM, Subzero2213 wrote:

At 5/15/08 07:17 PM, DragonsGrief wrote:
Anything anyone wants to know besides "WHY!?!?!?"

What's new about your ass?

Nothing.

I was imagining it.

So, DragonsGrief, Looks like you didn't take my advice. Whatever, man. It's your life. All I can say is that I hope you're happy with your new self. I always try and be "myself", and I guess this your way of doing that too. Good luck, man.

At 5/15/08 07:34 PM, Hellian00 wrote: So, DragonsGrief, Looks like you didn't take my advice. Whatever, man. It's your life. All I can say is that I hope you're happy with your new self. I always try and be "myself", and I guess this your way of doing that too. Good luck, man.

Like I would really listen to anyone.

I'm not going as far as to say I'm happy but I feel...better?

EmoNet is for FaceBook and LiveJournal. Go there.

So... basically you're a chick in a dudes body?

Or vice versa?

Because, your userpage says Female, but I'm not sure if it's been updated.

I'm confused...