:: "graphing board"
:> "do you think we would be friends in every universe?"
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I recall we were the only ones in that room.
Not much happened today, since the final exams were up and we pretty much used the time we had together to prep up for that…
Nevertheless, it was getting late; We couldn’t stay there for too long, especially since we overstayed for a while by now—and the others would have preferred to just rest up instead. Though by “others”, that would have been 2-out-of-5, but hey! No one left behind.
So when everyone else left, I stayed behind to help clean up; When we were done cleaning up, we both decided to settle down for a while; When we were settling down for a while…
… it was a bit awkward, I guess.
So I tried to liven it up with some small talk. I was usually the one to do that anyway, but I didn’t really see a problem with that; Being the one to usually yap about, with her just listening…
… though I guess I still feel a bit bad about it, even if she made it clear that she preferred to just listen and chime in.
At the very least, when the conversation reminds her of something—or something I said interested her—that would be when she chimes in, so that’s nice at least…
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|| [ … is that really it? ]
I remember her asking; Our conversation sort of had “family history” as a topic, so when I brought up the fact that ‘organizations were involved in my family before, one way or another’’ …
|| < Pretty much! Though I’d… go as far to say that it was only beneficial for one of them. W-without it being remotely technical. >
She brought up something about her dad having to move around her with her mom so they could live the relatively small and peaceful life they had at this point;
|| < So you aren’t alone when it comes to your family tussling with those kinds of people before you came around! >
|| [ … Huh. Duly… noted. ]
She already knew a bit about my family before this point; I mean, we were friends for a while now—even before we started this whole “detective club” thing—but only now did I bother to tell her the specifics…
I don’t know why it had to be now of all times, though. I guess it was THAT much dead noise..?
|| < … are.. you, okay?— >
|| [ Yeah, yeah… I am. ]
|| < … eheh, maybe, I.. uh… should have microdosed it. >
|| < …. or did I OVERdose it this time? Uh… >
|| [ Hm… ]
Guess we both didn’t know what to say.
You’d think the whole “finals” thing would have been enough to snap us out of it, but… considering we sort of knew this about each other for a while…? Maybe…?
|| [ … I guess you’re at least… fortunate enough to have had other people help your parents out…? Mine only really had… “truces” and all that, like I said earlier… ]
|| < A-am I kidding?? You didn’t have to deal with the… >
… and then I realized we were both kind of cheering each other up, to our own expenses.
|| < …. Well, we BOTH are fortunate that our parents came out of all that alive. >
I knew that if we tried to one-up each other, it’d make it even more awkward. It wouldn’t be the first time that whole conundrum would show up if that was the case, but I really wasn’t feeling like thinking of another topic out of the blue again…
|| [ .. yeah. Yeah, let’s settle with that.]
She seemed content with that; So was I.
|| [ … besides, we… ]
…——?
|| [ …were given a much more peaceful lives ourself, because of.. that. ]
|| [ So I guess it isn’t really up for debate at this point. ]
|| [ … we should.. just be grateful? ]
… Haha, she’s lately been such a klutz sometimes.
|| < Did I rub off of you…? >
It was a funny thought to think about—endearing, too; I couldn’t help but try and cover that with my hand to my lips. I look at her, and she’s as astonished as I was.
|| [ I-… I think you have.. ]
She fixed her glasses as she said that, then brushed the side of her hair with her hand—looking towards a bit, away from me from the time being. I scooted to her with both hands clamped on my lap—she scooted to me in succession.
|| [ … you said ‘Mama’ used to debate, and… ‘Rama’, used to take part in a few, so.. I thought an analogy like that could resonate with you. ]
|| < And it did. >
I said that, heart-warmed.
At that point, she looked right back at me; Astonished she was, all the same again—fixing her glasses, since they tilted on the bridge of her nose a little bit.
|| [ …hm. ]
|| [ I mention that, and… I wonder if we could ever get our parents to meet one-by-one. ]
|| [ …two-by-two, I mean. ]
|| < What gives you the idea? >
|| [ Well, I don’t know, urm… ]
|| [ … I mean, I was somewhat inspired by how things were with you and Torres before. ]
|| < Oh, Shfranz? What about him? >
|| [ You introduced him to your parents one time, when you two were… ]
|| < … still together? Yeah. >
….—-
|| < Oh! Did you want to do the same? >
|| [ I mean, yeah, but… they already know me, don’t they? ]
|| < Oh, right, I introduced them to you guys… >
I laughed bashfully at myself..! How could I forget?
|| [ I haven’t introduced you to mine yet, but they at least heard of you and the others… ]
|| [ If there’s some chance that I could do the same, then… I’d be happy with that. ]
As she spoke, I scurried around my pockets to get something; I pocketed some lollipops I got the other day, in case I wanted something small and sweet.
My usual go-to’s are strawberry—with strawberry cream coming second, and I was lucky enough to have two of the former and one of the latter left!
|| < Would your parents not mind mine being a little bit older..? I mean, yours are forty and mine are….— hey, you want a pop? >
I, er, sort of cut myself off out of a small pint of embarrassment.
|| [ Oh, sure. ]
Her eyes brightened a bit, but she was still as reserved as ever. She got strawberry, I got strawberry; it’s both of our favorite flavors.
|| [ … and, right, yours are about a decade older. ]
|| < Right. >
We reached an understanding as we unwrapped the lollipops. I suckled on mine first, while—as I did so—she was still unwrapping it. She was doing it pretty slowly though, as she let out a pent-up sigh.
… what was keeping her? Or at least, is something keeping her?
I raised a brow as my attention darted to her… almost, somber expression.