Reality seemed so random before, but now its all just a mess that I seem to be creating. Positive thinking brings me the good news while negative the bad ones. Besides that, my mind seems to be controlling the world and that means I am like the center of the universe.
Is this normal thinking or am I as I suspect schizophrenic? As I seem to be living completely in my own world now. Im not even sure what is real what is not anymore.