would be a jealous,horrible person if i was alittle more than envyous about my friends have G/F's and everybody liking them,and that even though i should be happy that things are going great for them and that they're happy,but i sorta want to see them mess up and lose they're girls and popularity.it might just be that i'm tired of being alone,and that i want someone at school to actually like (love,which ever word you think fits)me.theres one girl that i'm looking at but sometimes its weird when we talk.uuggh,i'm just glad we at least got three more days til summer begins.