robotussin is so fucking lame and artificial compared to an incredibly deep acid trip. i tried 150-200ug for my first time yesterday and i was out of commission for 15 hours. it felt much more like 3 to 4 to be honest. i dropped it at 2 in the afternoon and fell asleep at around 5 the following morning. i had to take the day off of school to compose myself and make sense of my experience (also i was fucking tired).
opiates and stimulants and all that shit are as superficial as anything else people go through on a daily basis. by taking them you aren't having a worthwhile experience, you're just sheltering yourself from the real endgame by putting up these chemical barriers between you and the physical world. and while it's a fun chemical barrier, it is a complete waste of time. i have had an adderall prescription for about three years and i have been prescribed opioid painkillers multiple times. when you take psychedelics it's different. you aren't putting up barriers, you're removing the barriers that have been there your entire life. psychedelics detach you from reality and erode your ego from all fronts to the point where the only possible way to make sense of it all is to not give a fuck about your hang ups and internal gripes and anything else in the world. nothing makes you feel more cosmically insignificant than the psychedelic experience. and when you feel like this tiny fragment is when you begin to reevaluate your entire life up to that point.
you will not achieve the psychedelic effect with dxm. dxm is a dissociative far more so than a psychedelic. dxm detaches you from your body. on acid you are still lucid but you begin to realize that reality is a transient thing that you have taken for granted all your life. my acid trip yesterday was one of the most profoundly interesting experiences of my entire life and i do not regret any moment of it.
i recommend you to experiment with every psychedelic substance you can possibly acquire. it really doesn't matter if it's mescaline, acid, mushrooms, etc. just be prepared to realize things about yourself you might not want to and never fight the trip. i didn't have a trip sitter but should have had one.