Three punks waged a war against themselves,

i yell out,

they ask me where their father is?

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Why would you desire death?

What have you seen that warrants your end?

Have you no father to keep you close?

Have you seen the end of your entire life before it's even begun

Do you feel fear my friend,

Though we know the truth,

Deep in our eyes,

I never want to terrify you,

Know the love that our fathers never shared

Has led to this ocean of pain that we feel

I'm sorry, my reflection resembles,

The bastard that I am

Know our story as we wander through life

We have yet to feel alive

Know our dream is starting to collapse

Know we never laughed

See me phase through this tempered night

Gravitate away from my lies

I am truly devastated by what we have done

If no one else will try then I will be the only one

To try and save myself from the demons below you

I know there is death inside of this world

twisting and contorting into every form

I want you to feel alright

The streets within you

We walk at night

To try and deceive you

To try and believe you

When you scream that pain Is truly

real

It's not that I don't remember you

In truth it's the scars against my heart

I am trying to acidify

The stones within my life

Will I give my life

To those that never feel?

Will you enter heaven with no one beside you?

Try to regain your past life

See in side

Trace these walls

Decipher the lies

What did you want me to see

As you were growing older?

To justify that pain is truly to you?

I see your parents taught you the same life

Destroy

And never rebuild

Die

And never reveal

That shadows are such

Distortable sounds

Enter the night

Where we found sound

Know what we like

As we dive down

I know domestically you abuse my father still

The patriarch has died and never returned

This queendom of your fears

Has entered my mind and left me to die

I need to know why you keep me here?

Am I the slave, am I the man,

You want to love?

Tortured and alone,

I scream at the night,

The wolf inside my heart begins to live life

I don't

Carry you

Toxic hatred within you

Within you

You try to remember why you speak this way

I fear the worst

That you are insane

Sitting on the edge of life

With nowhere left to go

I see the nuclear explosions in your mind

When you try to control who I am

I am not a coward

I am unafraid

I am not your son

I am not your slave

I am alive

A life that you attempt to destroy and cover up the remains

I am not a simple set of bones

Meant to define you

The rabid dog inside of you is dead

When will you return to this earth

And walk with a friend again

When you know you are without fear or feeling

What must I say

What must I say

To slowly burn away the edges of your life

And reveal that you are still alive

Your word against me

Don't really mean anything

You speak out of convulsion

You are not here anymore

I swore we were friends

Yet you never heard me before

Cast me to shade and shadows

Leave me to die alone

I need you feed yourself

And alone your soul

I cannot manage to contain

What I have yet to say

I am not your father

So what a shame that I am the only man in your life

I am trying to survive through all this darkness

I will hold you

Through the dark nights

I will tell you

You can still live life

If you just feel alright

With or without my light in your eyes

In your eyes

I try to deny you

The grace of a god

That truly loves you

And doesn't feel you

My eyes were never meant

To harm you

Why do we persist

Through this shade

We exit the night

We enter the days

We have given our life

To those who know love

Who know love

And our sacrifice

To keep ourselves alive

Through thick and thin

We create our lives

Against those who die away and enter their parents flames

The black hole within

I have given my life

To those who could never give

Anything at all

Anything at all

I know

What you feel

You are a slave

That feels

I know to be without control

Terrify me

We are alone

Transform my dreams back into night mares

Let me expand my thoughts

Into something that is real

Know me

For what I am

I am your friend

Trying to contort the ends

And bring fear back into this fold

Cuz you should never have had to feel

The depth of our hold

Over your lives

We never want to

Open your eyes

Enter the darkness

And hold your life