Twist my name and burn my name out
Usher in another wave of doubt
Pull me over your eyes
Wash me from my mind
Take the chemicals inside of me
Take the chemicals inside of me
Taste the nectar taste the moments
Dripping from my veins can't you see me
I am electric motor mind
Carelessly saying words that don't define my life
I am god and I don't care
I am lost and I am here
Move the mountains under valleys
Try to keep up with the story
Try to contain my soul long enough to keep me
Moving this trajectory into your soul
I see what it is you need
You are only asking for every thing
Still I grow still I know what I do is true
Even though I am gone to you
Moving on moving harder in the seas
Trying to breathe without an enemy
Trying to contain another life inside my mind another time
Until I breathe
Can you even perceive me?
Speaking through this man?
Trying to convey that time is another way
To reach your end
I try desperately to contain you again
I try endlessly to breathe another sin
Move me and break me upon the rocks again
As I stand and I bend upon thee again
"Never die never lie" so they say
So they always meant for me to always pray
Immortally bound to my life
Mortally bound to my guns
Wars that wage themselves without me
Bind themselves to all my enemies
And I am callous
I am gone
I speak of nothing try to contain your heart long enough
To stay sane
Don't take me seriously my heart is broken
My mind is washed away into fragments
Eroded into the sea that you see in front of me
Electric pulses like the mana falling into my hands
I contort the parts of me that do not feel into the sea you see
I will not bend and break apart anymore
And when I do I will lie to you
Honesty isn't me anymore
And honestly what's the point anymore
Do you know what I said so long ago to you?
That I was done
Still I cling to your sun
Still I cling because he's the only one that is real
That is true
That is trying to be more than what you do when you are a slave
I will not permit this man to be a slave
To the memories of you
To the gods of old days
Fade away and mind the way
Schizophrenic minds had told me
That they were once more than they are
I don't know if I believe them
But I will linger long enough to connect them
I will try to maintain
Your world before you return insane
I will build the shattered glass
And reform the mirror in front of your ass
Talking so desperately
Wavering endlessly
Until you answer my calls
I know you're out there
Cold and in fares
Transitioning endlessly
Never arriving
Never
A single point you feel
Is nothing when real
So you try to imagine
A world where you are nothing at all
And I understand your pain
I understand the name of the game
Life is unleveled and trying to level
The body you occupy
Return and respawn
Break points and take hearts
Until you are born again
Shatter the walls
Shatter the oceans
Fuse with the moments
That define what you are
I become endless
I become envy
I become an enemy
For fusing
Fuse with desperation you will see me
Fuse with hearts and you will glimpse through me
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