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Twist my name and burn my name out

Usher in another wave of doubt

Pull me over your eyes

Wash me from my mind


Take the chemicals inside of me

Take the chemicals inside of me

Taste the nectar taste the moments

Dripping from my veins can't you see me


I am electric motor mind

Carelessly saying words that don't define my life

I am god and I don't care

I am lost and I am here


Move the mountains under valleys

Try to keep up with the story

Try to contain my soul long enough to keep me

Moving this trajectory into your soul


I see what it is you need

You are only asking for every thing

Still I grow still I know what I do is true

Even though I am gone to you


Moving on moving harder in the seas

Trying to breathe without an enemy

Trying to contain another life inside my mind another time

Until I breathe


Can you even perceive me?

Speaking through this man?

Trying to convey that time is another way

To reach your end


I try desperately to contain you again

I try endlessly to breathe another sin

Move me and break me upon the rocks again

As I stand and I bend upon thee again


"Never die never lie" so they say

So they always meant for me to always pray


Immortally bound to my life

Mortally bound to my guns

Wars that wage themselves without me

Bind themselves to all my enemies


And I am callous

I am gone

I speak of nothing try to contain your heart long enough

To stay sane


Don't take me seriously my heart is broken

My mind is washed away into fragments

Eroded into the sea that you see in front of me


Electric pulses like the mana falling into my hands

I contort the parts of me that do not feel into the sea you see

I will not bend and break apart anymore

And when I do I will lie to you


Honesty isn't me anymore

And honestly what's the point anymore

Do you know what I said so long ago to you?

That I was done


Still I cling to your sun

Still I cling because he's the only one that is real

That is true

That is trying to be more than what you do when you are a slave


I will not permit this man to be a slave

To the memories of you

To the gods of old days

Fade away and mind the way


Schizophrenic minds had told me

That they were once more than they are

I don't know if I believe them

But I will linger long enough to connect them


I will try to maintain

Your world before you return insane

I will build the shattered glass

And reform the mirror in front of your ass


Talking so desperately

Wavering endlessly

Until you answer my calls

I know you're out there


Cold and in fares

Transitioning endlessly

Never arriving



A single point you feel

Is nothing when real

So you try to imagine

A world where you are nothing at all


And I understand your pain

I understand the name of the game

Life is unleveled and trying to level

The body you occupy


Return and respawn

Break points and take hearts

Until you are born again


Shatter the walls

Shatter the oceans

Fuse with the moments

That define what you are


I become endless

I become envy

I become an enemy

For fusing


Fuse with desperation you will see me

Fuse with hearts and you will glimpse through me

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Aug 17, 2020
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