" "some of my actual friends who are on the rimmings between myself and another minority in touch with a character pushing out and agenda based on turning a blind eye to brute forcing warm feelings then blurring the line when it gets too edgy for them or something its weird cant explain but anyway they have problems now its harder for them to think and its depression based most likely as i took a hit and continue to smile dully i think its reached a point in my writing where it should be a solid fucking bullet in everyones subconscious at this point to know not to go there"

"i of course pity friends whom i know contemporarily and have brushed on warnings but its difficult to word ... the keyboard helps"

NOT going to post for a LOOONG time

nothing to say anymore obviously

still realising the context not feeling well

balls out of my park hey hows it going lol "

: from my SC