- Composed by Justin Fleurimond Menard.

- Made in FL Studio (7h47m).

- 02/23/2019 (Sudden burst of inspiration and motivation » instrumental finished with lyrics written -- 1h44m).

- 03/07/2019 (recorded vocals & accordion, added inspiration-source's monologues (hang in there; we believe in you), assembled & mastered all samples -- 6h03m).

Stray rumination leads me to contemplate on the music of back then, specifically, how the beginning of these musical journals organized by year began with a blast of some kind of awaited energy... How some songs from the past beginning years have stuck around in my mind for the longest time to remind of the times when life used to be fun. ...What the fuck is happening? Life doesn't feel like it's fun right now. It just feels like a giant chore despite having nothing left to do until much later... And like some giant hammer or weapon of death is waiting to tear me to shreds and pieces at any moment.