can I say this is my favorite song ever

good

lovely ;D

The majority of the song is pretty good, I especially like the jazzy piano at 0:56 and the build up after. I am not a fan of the main synth playing the chords during the drop / chorus, it sounds really basic. Piano feels very artificial at 2:52, each note of the arpeggios is played exactly on beat and at the same velocity. Add some imperfection to each note to make it feel more life-like. The part with the Amen break at 2:25 is really good too.

Overall, your composition ability is promising, you mainly need to work on your sound design and mixing.