I'm normally such a calm, collected person. One of the most patient people I know. But today, something happened and emotional control just slipped away as frustration and anger flooded in. It was an experience foreign to me, and it left me feeling ashamed. Almost infantile.
Circumstances forced me to keep it all in, bottle the whole experience up and swallow it bitterly, so I shouted my emotions through the piano. Chaotic. All but incoherent. Clumsy. All perfectly accurate to how I'm feeling.
I think you probably won't enjoy it, but I suppose that's not the point. This is a glimpse into a very real, ugly moment. How could that be enjoyable?