"Faithless", to describe my insatiable hate for an ex whom I loved dearly once upon a time. Faithless starts from the middle of the situation, where I felt her endearing nurture slipping away surely. It then progresses towards I questioning my life, thinking of other ways to go about things, feeling enraged.
There's a part in here where I talk about stabbing her to death. That was a dream. Obviously I don't kill people lol. Following that is the hindsight of how our relationship became so broken, that it would've been easier to never have met.. and blah blah blah. Then come the thoughts of suicide, and then one last "I miss you!" and then "I can't live with your joy, you're evil"

Lyrics are definitely not my best work. I'm posting this just to see where I need to take my mixing. I'm an aspiring producer and I want to know more about how sounds can come together more cleanly. Please comment if you have ideas on what I could do to improve my mix!

Lyrics for those who are curious:
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Bring me more of your finest wine
and from hate my god will steer

There is a soul within the darkest mind,
A fear that cannot be named
When will all races begin to coincide?
This human nature, is a damn shame.

For future reference,
To reach your prime,
Across this space,
Mind the time.

Be fearless
Apathetic

Ruthless
Thoughtless

"Regardless of where you came
Go the farthest that you've been."

We have regrets
We live with shame.

Now comes the night
And I sense your approach
You came here to fight for life
So I pulled out my knife,
Stabbed you in the eye

Stabbed you til you die die die die die died.

Killed you as you fucking cried.

You were always so afraid.
You can't be so afraid.
without you my life is in vain.

IIIII Wish I could've doused this flame so long ago
Now I drown myself with this typical sorrow.
I paved the way for your heartless temptation.
The only answer to this pain is self-assassination.

I can't feel,
This is definite.
What am I doing here?
I'm fucking losing it
why won't I die?

Wait for me
Don't leave now
Don't let me
Carry the waste

I can't live
with your joy.
You're evil,