Mother

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Mother

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In loving memory of Dorothy Michael 1961-2008

It's been four years, and I still cry whenever I think upon every moment that led to her death. I used to wander aimlessly, wondering what my mother would do when faced with a situation like mine. In an extreme case, I wanted to join her wherever she was. Now I have grown, but I cannot say that I have completely healed. The wounds I received from losing her will be in my heart until the day I find rest in the Lord.

Until then, Mama, eternal rest be upon your soul.

The music was composed on FL Studio 10 and took me a day or two to finish.

Used in this project:
Akai-Steinway III soundfont, by Denis.
https://www.polyphone-soundfonts.com/en/files/10-pianos/303-akai-steinway-iii

EDIT 14 Oct 2012: This piece has been repurposed and is now the ending theme for The Hut in Ayre Forest.

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CIEIRMusic

2021-04-17 01:55:19

The song itself is extremely moving. The motive behind it as well. While I cannot speak for your mother, I don't have to remotely tell you how proud she would be of the person you've become now.

Troisnyx responds:

I hope so. I'm glad, in a way, that she was gone a good while before I came out as bi — because I don't know how much she would have "approved" of that.

PunkDiva3388

2013-01-23 05:53:54

I like this!
But this song can combine Angelica's death, while Sky found her.

The-iMortal

2012-06-03 06:10:04

Really nice. Emotional and musically fantastic. I'm sure your mother would be very proud.

Troisnyx responds:

I trust she will! <3 Thank you. x

Evil-Dog

2012-06-02 15:25:35

NAC Judging

The intro is amazing, really touching, but then you brought in a really craptacular saxophone (?) sample that really turned me off. Still a cool composition. I can feel it.

Troisnyx responds:

That wasn't a sax, that was an oboe! D: Even HFX got that wrong!
Still, I'm glad you liked it!

madmindfreak

2012-05-18 16:21:45

you got me to cry man. first song on newgrounds to do this. I hope you find peace, but will continue to relive all your joyful experiences you had with your mother. Have a blessed one bro. :)

Troisnyx responds:

I'm a "sis", but well.... thank you. I... I'm really glad that this song has moved you as much as it has moved me. God bless you too!