I finally re recorded this song and am now using it in the story I've been working on. It would be song 6 in the list. I'm still gonna get into whats going on in the story later.

Delusional Salvation

1. Chasing a Dream
2. Crash and Burn
3. Downward Spiral
4. Reaching the Pedestal
5. Desolate Woe
6. That Cold Night
7. Designed to Fail
8. You Deserve Worse
9. End All
10. Disfigured Emotion

Lyrics

That night I wish I didn't remember
That night, that cold night in December

I was enlighten by hidden betrayal
And then insulted by your denial

That night i wish i could forget
And on that night i know a little piece of me died

But I wont ever let her get to me.....no

I must be strong so i can push away X2
These evil thoughts that live inside my brain

Block out the pain i feel
Barricade my heart in a wall of steel
Block her strait from my mind
Its what must be done so that i can move on

The night when my friends became my foes
For what reason, only two of them know

That kind of pain only makes you stronger
And i will pine over you no longer

Though this pain has made me stronger
In my mind I can no longer
Trust anyone for the trust was faltered
So in my mind I guess its me who's smaller

So small and alone
Want to trust in someone
So small and alone
Just wish I could trust in anyone

I just wish I could trust in anyone
I just wish I could have trusted you...