5. Supernova - Questioning and doubts about where my career will end up. I constantly fear that I am not enough, and no matter how hard I work, I will not find success doing what I love. The song concludes with the realisation and acceptance that despite the insecurities society thrusts upon you for you to internalise, you must continue in your ambition, no matter how delusional. You have to live with the doubts and overcome them every step of the way. Queer people are here for a reason. We are subjected to alienation and ostracised for who we are, but we are also able to live in our own world, by our own design, and free ourselves from the shackles of regularity. That is why I believe I can be a star. I will make it. Watch

Let the supernova begin

Energy built up, and it doesn't stay in

Once in a lifetime solar event

The fantasy is gone

You're just a persona, a thing

Stardom aint real, just a mountain of sin

Once in a lifetime, never again

Can't you see you were wrong?

I don't like to dream a lot

Like to dream, coz I

Hit the peak, then I

Plummet

I don't like to dream a lot

Like to dream, it starts

Messing with me, I start

Running

I don't like to dream a lot

Like to dream, coz I

Hit the peak, then I

Plummet

I don't like to dream a lot

Like to dream, it starts

Messing with me, I start

Running

I know I was mesmerised before

At the notion of success

But the peak is for the blessed

What if I don't make it?

Let the supernova begin

Energy built up, and it doesn't stay in

Once in a lifetime solar event

The fantasy is gone

You're just a persona, a thing

Stardom aint real, just a mountain of sin

Once in a lifetime, never again

Can't you see you were wrong?

I don't like to dream a lot

Like to dream, coz I

Hit the peak, then I

Plummet

I don't like to dream a lot

Like to dream, it starts

Messing with me, I start

Running

I don't like to dream a lot

Like to dream, coz I

Hit the peak, then I

Plummet

I don't like to dream a lot

Like to dream, it starts

Messing with me, I start

Running

What if I don't make it?

What if I don't make it?

What if I don't make it?

You're just a persona, a thing

Stardom aint real, just a mountain of sin

I don't like to dream a lot

Like to dream, it starts

Messing with me, I start

Running

Is it over?

Before it started?

If I fail, what would that look like?

If I succeed, how will I do so?

Am I truly strong?

Or am I really good at faking it?

Goodbye to the world

Hello to the stars

To open space

To uncertainty

Hello, nothingness

A new star is forming

Iris Star