chris marcell - addiction (188b/pm)

2024

I tried to make similiar vocal effects that TheLivingTombstone uses in his songs, maybe I will use it more often



lyric video:

https://youtu.be/c3sFyWSkd7s

lyrics:

[verse 1]

growing impatient i'm looking for the new things

dependence on 'dorphins is killing me out

i want to rip my skin for the thing that i know

that's been all this time slowly killing me out

can't control myself, my hands wont ever listen

each time that gave, i've burned my hand

recogniton is on, but opposition is strong

my addiction consumed everything i've been out

[prechorus]

fully now and fully then

disappear into time and unknown to the man

i'm nothing but a weakling thing in empty place

simply nothing interesting and easy to replace, i'm

[chorus]

taking late shower night

thinking about all my life

anxiety eats through my bones

where are my friends of those

taking late shower night

thinking about all my life

all those things that's killing me out

will i ever leave this, i do doubt

my hands fully melt, the pain is horrendous

hanging thoughts scream, "please, please, sane, befriend us"

i cant take a nap, i cant even rest

nightmare won't end, and all i want is to de-stress and

[interlude]

live a happy life, like a princess in the book

even, even, even though it was not meant for me

[verse 2]

living, degrading, what have i become

i know i can leave anytime that i want

even though, knowing that i do not wanna toss

my dependence on 'dorphins will take my life

the times go on, i dont learn things

by my mistakes, by their mistakes

the time flies by, and i cant tell

what time is it, or am i dead and

[prechorus]

one more day, and last damn night

i'm telling myself that it wont be the time

now i'm drained, alone, with a bleed from my nose

my life in reverse, and no heart beat, a corpse

[chorus]

taking late shower night

thinking about all my life

anxiety eats through my bones

where are my friends of those

taking late shower night

thinking about all my life

all those things that's killing me out

will i ever leave this, i do doubt

my hands fully melt, the pain is horrendous

hanging thoughts scream, "please, please, sane, befriend us"

i cant take a nap, i cant even rest

nightmare won't end, and all i want is to de-stress and