from an album coming soon to bandcamp

https://screechcalamity.bandcamp.com

I've pushed away two friends in the span of a week

I trusted them with my heart, they gave up on me

My existence brings everyone surrounding me guilt

I'm a poisonous entity only good for being killed

I am the embodiment of venom

I am a snake, injecting my loved ones with toxins

My bones are exposed, my head is throbbing

Scars will remain on me for the rest of my life

A constant reminder, I am only loved by a knife

My purpose, the reason I was thrust upon this Earth is

To spread despair to everyone who doesn't deserve it

And emit a cloud of suffering that spreads to their lungs

And make everyone who cares about me wish I was hung

I am a plague wielding mist, created to cause strife

I will enter your body, and rot you from the inside

I cause others to suffer simply by being alive

There is no other entity more venomous than I

I'm in your body, infecting your blood

My thoughts are rotting your brain into sludge

Life does not believe I've suffered enough

I ask for help, and it makes others run

That is how I see things in these moments…