I recorded this song's lyrics using a Vocal synth because the lyrics gradually became more vent-y (ඞ) as I wrote them and made me hesitant to sing them out loud in my home with my family around [I also hate the way my voice sounds]. I hope that the massive emotion dump doesn't put you off, but if it does I have a lyric-less version here.

Lyrics

Well ...

what is it?

I do not know

(don't lie to him)

I forgot

(we both know that is wrong)

Just drop it please

(you know I can't do that)

Why not?

(cause you've got)

no confidence left

insecurities

rear their ugly head

there's nothing but

frustration

I'm losing focus

feel I need a hocus po-

kiss me once it's shame on me

for thinking we could ever be

waiting for the day

you hold me in your arms

craving thing's I've no right to

I think I'm better off alone