Yeah i smoke loud but im quiet

i dont wanna beef im on a diet

ive been living good dont wanna die yet

suicide i dont wanna try it

yeah but i know i could be too late

yeah i joined a cult drinking kool aid

try to get by but im too faded

yeah i dont care thats how i made it

nothing else feels weaker than me

probably all that reefer in me

im trying to find something thats deeper than me

you look like a keeper to me

maybe youre just all that i need but

im trying to find myself but im disolving

lifes a puzzle im not solving

lifes a puzzle im involved with

how have i been coping

its hard to keep my heart open

oh yeah im still hart broken

oh yeah id better start smoking

ok id better stop hoping

for another day i should pray for the moment

thats the only way that i could own it

got to look inside got to know my opponent