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Nothing Turned Out How I Wanted

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Track 2 of 5 off my new EP "this was supposed to be happy", out now on bandcamp: https://nowitsart.bandcamp.com/album/this-was-supposed-to-be-happy


I made this (along with the other tracks) in December 2020, and am only able to finally put them out now. I wanted to get this out on 12/30/21 but you know nothing is ever going to go to plan with me.


Normally I would go into overly-extended detail about what all the songs mean and whatever, but I'm not ready to yet for these. Not enough time has passed still, somehow.


I will say though, that this is only part 1 of this project, so there is definitely more to come.


LYRICS


Everybody wake up

Everybody wake up

Everybody wake up

Everybody wake up


I can't take it

I want to die

I can't make It

I don't know why


Everybody's gonna get me

No One's gonna come set me free


Oh how I wish

I could just stop this

Oh why can't you see

Just stop, you're hurting me


I'm so sorry

I just couldn't see

And now I just hate me

So sad, you just can't be happy


Everybody wake up

Everybody wake up

Everybody wake up

Everybody wake up


I can't take it

I want to die

I can't make It

I don't know why


Everybody's gonna get me

No One's gonna come set me free


Everybody shut up

Everybody shut up

Everybody shut up

Everybody shut up


What's happening?

Was it a lie?

Do I hate him?

Is it my mind?


Everybody's messing with me

I can't tell what is reality


So now I'm

Stuck in my mind

Can I get out still?


Will I be trapped

In this fate

And end up like them?


I've gotta fight

I'm still sane

In some right, I'm not them


I was so close

That I saw my ghost

But now I can see

That that isn't me


I don't want to be

Like them, it's not pretty

So now, I won't hurt me

I don't just want pity


And I've got so much left

To do, and still my best

It waits, for me to make

It through, but is it fake?


I hope that this is true

'cause then I can help you

But I'm just sad to see

'cause this was supposed to be happy

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Jan 8, 2022
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