i keep walking backwards 

hypnotized 

barefoot on the sidewalk 

thoughts frontflip 

flaws arise 

never give out my sidetalk 

glance at my phone 

for hours 

as the melancholy arouses 

i keep breaking up all around and 

i don't know when will i decide to 

i don't care how you're feeling 

plus don't hit me up in the morning sun 

i don't care if you're still behind 

i don't care if you're catching up 

im not around to help you 

if i can't configure myself 

i stay jaded with my own thoughts 

burn a bush and then i digress

almost an adult, the blaze is fading 

fuck around and catch me sedated 

was full of ego 

but now its locked away

gained the passion but lost the basics 

summertime has been great 

but not enough to fill all the holes inside 

tighten circles they said 

now im chilling wit me myself and i 

like who am i to need 

who am i to speak 

who am i to breathe 

the same air they breathe 

lost myself inside my decietful dreams 

prominence is not anymore in reach 

i always wonder if i'll ever grow up 

to be someone im proud to be 

replace the bad habits with other bad ones 

to cover up my defeat 

ffffuck it 

no im not kicking the bucket 

keep your advices for you 

ain't gonna tell you how to live your life

i will stand by and percieve what you do 

they keep on talking and talking and talking 

but its not important when no action's due 

walking around with the strangest faces 

they holler but i don't know what to do 

cause i don't like none of them