The realization of my downfall

has only led me further downhill.

Life seems like a large, empty hall

and I'm unsure of what I feel.

Perhaps I would be better off

if I felt pain rather than numbness.

For that I would break my solemn oath

to let my heart heal and hurt myself less.

Oh, what a grand feeling it can be!

- To sacrifice a soul in love's holy name.

For days your light had guided me free,

but then a disastrous tempest came.

Your little game shattered me in pieces,

your nightly promises were just a lie.

If I don't forget your sweet kisses,

I'm afraid a lone dreamer I shall die.

~♡