As a result of a private message between myself and @shintsukimi205, I made a song that is both inspired by my own self-awareness of my increasing bad luck and a picture produced by Shint that has come with a story that is very relatable to it:
Over the past 10 years I've noticed that no matter what I do to try to improve myself, there has been an unnatural abundance of bad luck that completely throws a wrench at me. I once remarked that I've had so much bad luck that it made me feel like a Gothic Leprechaun. Hence why the cover art is a dark grey four leaf clover. The result of which has caused me to be paranoid to even the most minor of bad luck occurrences. Something only few people seem to understand.
Initially I was gonna do a sad song about it, but I thought, Nah. I want to scare the hell out of people. The song itself represents the state of one's mind as each instrument stacking becomes an increase of the severity of bad luck as well as causing the mind of the victim of it to become increasingly unhinged. Anyone with a heart condition, I advise not to listen to it.
To purchase this song click here: Increasing Paranoia of Bad Luck: Inspired by Ashes
It's interesting on how the song represents how one COULD deal with bad luck. Especially at the ending, where to me, it represents an option, despite it not being the best, which involves having it crash down all on you and succumbing to it, taking a heavy toll on you mentally.
...I advice not to choose that option, though.
In the case of this it's not so much the luck itself, but the fear of the luck that does the most damage. The last notes being the cycle beginning all over again and the last chord being the scream of the person suffering from it wondering when it's gonna end.
Please contact me if you would like to use this in a project. We can discuss the details.
CIEIRMusic 
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