this song is about past life experiences where I would try my hardest and people would shun me for it. usually, I'd never expected people to do so, which makes me question how we communicate.. we always depend on other's feedback, and if it's bad, we start questioning things. its human nature to not like criticism because humans are so full of themselves.

Lyrics:

waitin', complainin'

city's a haven

brogue shoes against the pavement

streetlights for ravens

I got the sword, you got the shield

throwing light across the field

give me your thoughts ill be here kneeled

give me your thoughts ill keep is sealed

why do I work by myself?

happiness is nothing but shelved

purposed to remind you when it was so simple

it leaves you crippled like water gets ripples.

trying so hard not being fulfilled

no growth done so what is the feel?

why are things just so unreal?

if I can't decide then make me this deal.

fluorescent lights stand

my buried bones in the sand

so sings the tired band

favored among this broken land.