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At My Worst

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I made this basically just for myself to let out some steam, but maybe some of you will enjoy it.


(Btw, I would've liked to fix a lot of things, but Mixcraft corrupted the backup files, whoops)


Lyrics:


I wish I were a fly on the wall


I wouldn’t have to deal with all this shit


I wish I weren’t a hypocrite,


but my instincts tell me otherwise


I’m at my worst


when I’m around you, 


that’s a plural you may not have noticed it/(yet)


Unchosen, I’m forgotten, I don’t mean a thing to you. Unchosen, I’m forgotten


I’m at my worst


when I’m around you, 


that’s a plural you may not have noticed it/(yet)


Struggle to get better


but I can’t get it together


Because I am a little shy/(bitch)


Close the door


Close the door


Sulje ovi perässäsi


Close the door


Close the door


Sulje ovi perässäsi


Climb on back on that wall


This is the first time I've ever recorded my own voice for a song.

I frankly hate how I sound, but you can't get better if you don't do it, right? And me sucking sorta ties into the whole theme of the song.


This is pretty much entirely a stream of consciousness song, in terms of the lyrics and the music, only a few parts were really thought out and "composed" and I deliberately left the structure broken.


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False advertising this isn't you at your worst

Jesus cheese & crackers - really great track here. Kind of Zappa meets punk to make a very interesting and unique sound. And your voice is completely fine - it works!

Definitely keep it up! :)

Carmet responds:

Thanks Connor! I might make songs with more vocals in the future, but I'm definitely gonna practice more in private

This is hella rad!!

Carmet responds:

Thanks Maf!

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Credits & Info

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Listens
820
Faves:
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Downloads
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Votes
27
Score
4.76 / 5.00

Uploaded
Mar 15, 2021
2:56 PM EDT
Genre
Experimental
File Info
Song
3.3 MB
1 min 27 sec
Software
  • MuseScore 3
  • Mixcraft 8

Licensing Terms

Please contact me if you would like to use this in a project. We can discuss the details.