I made this basically just for myself to let out some steam, but maybe some of you will enjoy it.

(Btw, I would've liked to fix a lot of things, but Mixcraft corrupted the backup files, whoops)

Lyrics:

I wish I were a fly on the wall

I wouldn’t have to deal with all this shit

I wish I weren’t a hypocrite,

but my instincts tell me otherwise

I’m at my worst

when I’m around you,

that’s a plural you may not have noticed it/(yet)

Unchosen, I’m forgotten, I don’t mean a thing to you. Unchosen, I’m forgotten

I’m at my worst

when I’m around you,

that’s a plural you may not have noticed it/(yet)

Struggle to get better

but I can’t get it together

Because I am a little shy/(bitch)

Close the door

Close the door

Sulje ovi perässäsi

Close the door

Close the door

Sulje ovi perässäsi

Climb on back on that wall

This is the first time I've ever recorded my own voice for a song.

I frankly hate how I sound, but you can't get better if you don't do it, right? And me sucking sorta ties into the whole theme of the song.

This is pretty much entirely a stream of consciousness song, in terms of the lyrics and the music, only a few parts were really thought out and "composed" and I deliberately left the structure broken.