This song has been a long , long time coming. Started this back in 2017 when I hit the lowest low I've ever felt in my life.

I was studying mechatronics for 2 years at the time and had finished 5 semesters worth of material and was going hard at the 6th semester. I needed a break which I wasn't going to get anytime soon. Slowly but surely, overstudying took its toll on my mental health and caused me to go into severe depression twice. I'm glad i had art to take my frustration of life on instead of reverting to alcohol or drugs like many of my friends did.

So naturally I wanted to try and convey the feeling of being driven to the edge to then breakdown mentally and go into a hopeless depression where you ask yourself if its even worth living anymore and hence why this song came to be... enjoy.

I feel fine though now, don't worry.

edit: didnt expect to get this frontpaged at all lmao