It's better for it to surface than to keep it hidden, glad you post stuff like this, we all suffer, and anybody who can relate to something you express, it's a win/win, right?

It doesn't get rid of it, but at least can make someone feel less alone which can make you feel better, once you're over it, because you cannot escape being human for the time being, so let's go..ooo.? (at least that was the biggest thing about my past depression)

i say suicide is pointless but also is living, you just get more or less experience (not xp)
human life experience is what i mean, even if it is getting killed by cancer or some other bs like this corona thing, and you get to have less fun, pain, love, ice cream, and all other stuff included in the human experience.

(and also any creative work about taboo stuff makes that taboo stuff less taboo, so cheers to you!)

4.5 cuz not in line with where the blast goes out 😡

Kurt Kobain? No wait he used a shotgun