An empty nest. 

Its a hard fact to face. Some of us afabs and women are given the worst uteruses on earth while there are people out there who are the worst candidates to be parents get good ones. Its so unfair, and it hurts. Miscarriages, disorders, being unable to conceive is a struggle for many of us. 

I, for example, have pcos and endometriosis when I have my period it feels like my organs are being ripped out of my anus. The pain is absolutely unbearable. I haven't tried to conceive yet- I'm just not ready- but I know it will be a great challenge. 

My friend, she struggles with the same disorders... sadly she lost a few pregnancies and it is beyond devastating to see. To see someone so happy and excited to have a baby and then the other shoe drops. It's crushing, I can't imagine what she went through. I love her so much and it hurts to see her so distraught.

 Miscarriages have no mercy, they pick anyone for no reason. Its so easy to give up after that heartbreak... but please do not stop trying if you suffer the same thing, go to your doctor, see what can be done.