Looks like is about to wreck some shit !!!! amazing!

Isolation reinforces itself.
I have no idea how other people actually think, the best I can do is guess.
I am dying of loneliness, I must to interact with others not just to learn what is real but to satisfy a fundamental need.
Not wanting to fail and ruin everything I run preemptive imaginary worst case scenario simulations to prepare me for my interactions and ensure I make no mistakes and come off as perfect.
These of course all predict a bad end and thus I abort the attempt and don't interact.
Because I don't have any real interactions to base my imaginary people on, the simulations I run are not realistic.
The cycle closes and so do I.
Looks like is about to wreck some shit !!!! amazing!
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