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Alone with bubbled thoughts


" I don't want to feel strung along..locked up this way day after day..piece by piece drowning. "

Sometimes it feels so hard reaching for the surface of the water, of the ocean. As if half of us is missing...isn't there.

I don't know where it happened or when. Our eyes closed to half of our heart. And so we lived on, half a life. When we closed our eyes, we had half a dream. Some of us are waiting. For what? A beginning, an end? The other half of ourselves? It is hard to see the answers with only one open eye.

Some of us feel fated, others fateless. Lost in the ocean. If you can hear any of this, any part of you, I need you to hear more..especially the closed part.

I do not know if you can hear me today. I do not know if you will believe me now, or tomorrow, or ever. But no matter how deep down you are. No matter how gripped you are by some truth you cannot overcome this. No matter how much your heart is hurting...

I believe in you. I believe you are more than you ever could imagine. I believe you are an unwritten story, and worth every chance there is. I believe you deserve more than half an existence. I believe you're worth the words you're seeing now.

And if you cannot believe that right now..keep struggling. We will struggle together but never alone. 


inspired by Spooky Black's " Where did you go " which can be found here https://soundcloud.com/the-diner-111/where-did-you-go

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So this was a nice and colorful piece of art the pinks and purples are nice and this was a nice, not sure what this protains too but its a nice art piece and even artistic in its own right very creative aswell you have a nice design of art here, ever think about adding some borders to relate to the focus might be an idea,

ever think about adding some borders to relate to the focus might be an idea


callmedoc responds:

I appreciate your thoughts and inputs, my friend. I really do. Generally speaking sometimes I make art like this that follows off feelings rather than logic so it won't always seem like it makes a lot of sense. Heck I don't get it myself at this point, but looking at it, just makes me draw my own thoughts and conclusions again.

That's one of the fun parts about art, mm?

I don't have much to say, but this hits something deep within me. So I feel like I need to leave a thought or two. I feel alone. I feel left behind by those around and like people are better than me. And it hurts to understand yourself. But with time and a little, tiny bit of effort, one can move in the right direction. I hope that you have an amazing day, and that if you are having these thoughts, I want you to know that even though we will never meet, there are people who understand those feelings. One is never truly alone.

...with you...

Well, that's super intense and heavy hitting, thank you.

callmedoc responds:

Thanks for sharing this moment with me.

Credits & Info

4.43 / 5.00

Feb 5, 2019
6:04 PM EST
File Info
1291 x 747 px
88.5 KB

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