I was just at a mate's house smoking three big spliffs of three different strains when we watched a camera version of Step-Brothers on his PC. I paid attention to the first half, and then when they started talking to the psychiatrists, I started to mong out.
As the John Lajoe song goes:
"You start to feel your heart beating really fast,
And you're convinced that you're gonna have a heart attack,
Have you ever been high as fuck?"
This began occurring to me, and I considered how my dad, who has a weak heart, is suffering from far worse and how he's going to die from it, and it made me think about how much I loved everyone, and how I should quit smoking cigarettes because if I died from lung cancer before my mum died I would feel terrible, and I began to get teary-eyed considering how much I love everyone and how weed is awesome, and to be honest that's the first time I've had a 'weed trip' that is solely focused on how much I love everyone, and it was so awesome and so meaningful, but that might be because I like to keep it as an overriding emotion. My eyes watered kinda continually throughout the movie.
Also, maybe it was kinda symptomatic of the occasionally unpleasant introversion that sometimes goes with smoking weed, but this time it seemed to click in a very meaningful way. Which might be of use when dealing with other personal paranoias when smoking weed.
In conclusion, weed is awesome. And I'm more likely to give up smoking cigarettes now. I kinda was thinking that I don't like the taste of them, but I quite fancy one right now. We'll see what happens.
Transcendent experiences occur on the drugs society disallows.
