Remake with modern instrumentation of my 2012-2013 newyear track 'Fiveclock'.

"Five marks on the clock ticked away, one sat stalled and minded.
But this happened long ago, yet five sways in the missing sound.
Then we were blinded.

Now we are found."

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composers notes: The lyrics of this track might seem unnecessarily cryptic but there is some point to them wich i will explain.

I used to be rather fixated on that i lived in overtime, afterall i had almost died from self created neglect and malnourishment in my twenties. I felt like i had to be dead and somehow cheated death, wich was a self fulfilling prophecy as i struggled to even get myself some basic social life for many years.

When in 2011 i had a girlfriend who left me saddling with an identity crisis, i had a mental breakdown and started to hope that 2012's doom sayeth prophecies would come true.

Five clock means five before 12, the feeling it will all end soon.
'Five more minutes on the clock.

The lyrics literally mean that i consciously waited for that end; "One sat (one being me) stalled (in my life) and minded (the end)"

"Yet this happened long ago" is about me feeling i had died long ago, but those five minutes were swayed.. and became thus missing rather than the ring of the 12 oclock bell in "Five sways in the missing sound"

Then i was blinded, and now i was found to die.
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I suppose i was truly dramatically depressed.

Regardless, the melody was very warm and i wanted to remake this track after i found another 8bit track i had never rendered called "my future me might know" wich had me remember asking myself once if i would ever be able to cope if it didnt end in 2012. I guess i do now.

I guess this will be my xmas track this year.
-Cal.